It was the day before the big event. This was the busiest Friday anyone at the plantation could remember. It seemed as though a million things had to be accomplished in a short amount of time. Fifty chickens, seven turkeys, seven hogs and one beef cow had to be slaughtered to provide meat for the next day’s guests.
Lady Osbourne had barely slept a wink over the past three days, and she knew that she would not sleep at all this night. Everything except the food was ready. Mary had finished the dresses on Monday, and she had spent the rest of the week organizing the event.
The ballroom at the plantation was one of the biggest in the Colony and would have more than enough room to accommodate the guests, but Lady Osbourne wanted more room. William’s library was located next to the ballroom. Over the last two weeks, she boxed up every book that was in the library, and she put them in the upstairs sewing room. Then she brought in four master carpenters and had them tear out the wall that separated the ballroom and the library. As of this morning, it was nearly impossible to tell that there had ever been another room in that spot. Even the aroma of varnish and paint had all but disappeared. This larger space pleased her a great deal.
This increased the size of the ballroom, but it infuriated William in the process because he took great pride in his library. With over two thousand volumes, he had one of the largest collections in the Colony and he loved showing off his books. In the past when he thought about this ball, showing off his library was one of the few things involved with this event that he was looking forward to doing. He fantasized about how envious the other men would be when they saw his collection. Now his wife had gone and taken away the one ray of sunshine he had entertained during this whole ordeal.
Lady Osbourne knew that her actions had grated her husband. How could she not know it, for he had not talked to her in nearly a week? During the entire process, she promised to build it back and to make it better than it had been in the past, but he didn’t believe her. He assumed she would keep things the way they were once the party was completed. It was true that she had entertained that idea, but she thought better of it. She could push her husband, but there was always a point that he would not allow her to cross. With the loss of the library, the noblewoman knew that she was close to that point at the present time. Therefore, she would not try to push her husband any further.
As the date of the party grew closer and closer, Lady Osbourne became more and more frantic about the whole thing. She didn’t eat or sleep. Several times over the past week, William would wake up in the middle of the night and catch her walking up and down the halls of the mansion. When asked what she was doing, she would murmur some non-sense about being afraid that the house would catch fire.
That was the final straw for her husband. He ordered her to bed and nearly turned her over his knee when she protested. Since that night, which had been about a week prior, William had the male servants to start a fire watch guard duty similar to those used in the military. That way he and his wife could both sleep, and she didn’t have to get up during the night and check to see if the building was ablaze.
Even though his plan was an excellent idea, it failed miserably. His wife would wait until he went to sleep and then she would get up and roam the house. Her mood went beyond paranoid and dread; it was close to sociopathic in her behavior. She couldn’t eat or sleep for worrying about the house catching on fire. The fact that every precaution imaginable had been taken did not reduce her fretting one bit, if anything, it only added to her sense of helplessness. It convinced her that the men doing the fire watch would be lax and thus let a fire start that burn out of control.
Her psychosis had become apparent to everyone as she became obsessed with every little detail. Nothing was good enough or clean enough for her. Things got so bad that the servants did everything they could to avoid her. She would attack and belittle the servants for perceived wrong doings, and she never had a good word to say about anyone.
Bessie was the one who was constantly the object of her wrath. At least eight times in the past week, William had come into the kitchen to find Bessie crying from the barrage she had just received from mistress. The servant, whose cooking was world class, was constantly belittled about her cooking. It was too hot or too cold, not sweet enough or too sweet, too moist or too dry. Nothing she prepared was good enough for Lady Osbourne who seemed to take pleasure in finding fault with everything Bessie cooked or baked.
One morning the cook was sitting on a bench in the kitchen when William and Anthony entered the room. She had her face buried in her hands and her body shook as she cried like a fox caught in a trap.
“Good heavens, Bessie what’s the matter?” asked Lord Osbourne.
Not realizing that the two men had entered the room, the woman was horrified that she had been caught crying. She looked up at the men and was shocked when she saw who it was. A blank look of embarrassment was etched on her face. “Lord Osbourne,” she muttered. “I didn’t hear you come in, sir.”
“That’s all right,” returned the Englishman. His voice was tender and sympathetic as he was trying to sound comforting and reassuring and to a small degree, he was successful. “What happened?” he asked although he was sure he already knew.
“Nothing,” returned Bessie as she stood up and tried to make an excuse to exit the room, but Lord Osbourne would not allow it.
“Come on now. You didn’t answer my question.”
“It’s nothing Lord Osbourne.” She pretended to wave it off with one of her hands, but he wasn’t buying her act for an instant.
“Are you sure?” he asked. His voice echoed with doubt. “It was my wife, wasn’t it?” She said nothing. “Don’t deny it. I know it was she. She’s been a holy terror to live with this past week. I don’t know how we’ve all made it this far with her acting the way she’s acting.” Bessie tried to laugh at his joke but failed.
“You don’t have to say a word.” There was genuine concern in his voice. She’d been with him long enough to recognize that. They’d been together for so long she felt like she was part of the family. The pain etched on her face deeply troubled him. She was always a cheerful person, and try as he might, it was hard for him to ever remember her crying except at weddings and funerals.
“I burned some food and that has me upset,” she lied hoping that her words sounded convincing but that illusion was dispersed by what he said next.
“You’re not a very good liar.” He said it lightheartedly.
It was a feeble attempt to convey to her that he was not upset with her, but his wife. In a way, this did bring a small amount comfort to her, but it also brought some fear. Lady Osbourne had not been herself lately that much was true. Bessie was hoping that her vicious spell would pass, but she secretly feared that it wouldn’t.
It wasn’t just the cook that felt this way. All the servants and indentures felt like this. Three weeks ago, their mistress had been one of the sweetest, kindest people in the world, but she had changed over the last week. She had developed a vicious streak and she never had a kind word for anyone or any thing. Nothing was right and no one, not even her beloved Becky, could elicit a word of praise from her.
On several occasions over the past few days, Lady Osbourne she had been so vicious and sarcastic to her oldest daughter that Becky refused to speak with her. The Englishwoman accused her daughter of being an ungrateful, spoiled little brat, whereas Becky accused her mother of being an overbearing shrew.
It had been two days since the two had last spoken to each other. Lord Osbourne, much to his credit, had tried to patch things up between the two Osbourne girls, but he was only human and thus failed. Becky refused to talk to her mother unless Lady Osbourne issued an apology. Lady Osbourne stated that she would never apologize for doing everything she could to make her daughter a respectful young woman.
Therein lay William’s dilemma. Here he was a man who, more than anything, did not want the ball to take place, but who was acting as mediator between the two primary actors in this drama. Secretly hoping that the two would decide to cancel at the last minute, he also worked very hard to ensure everything went according to plan. Although he hated the idea of this party, he loved his daughter with all his heart. Therefore, he did everything humanly possible to ensure the ball’s success. Over the past three weeks, he tried to put away all of his selfish thoughts and concentrate only on the happiness of his wife and eldest daughter, but they were making it extremely difficult for him.
With that being said, he realized that in order to bring about the success of the next day’s events, he had allowed his love for his wife and daughter to overcome his judgment. His wife had become an overbearing tyrant and his daughter had become an ungrateful whiny little brat. Once this revelation hit him, Lord Osbourne vowed to himself that he would remedy that situation, and he would remedy it as soon as possible.
Walking over to where Bessie was standing, he wrapped his arms around her. He apologized to Bessie and promised her that things would get better by Sunday. His voice was so commanding and reassuring that Bessie and Anthony both believed him. Suddenly, there was a new presence in his voice that hadn’t been there for years. Bessie had not seen Lord Osbourne act in such a commanding way since he gave up his commission as a colonel in the British Army, and Anthony had never seen this side of the Englishman. The change in the Englishman’s demeanor was sudden and impressive.
“Bessie, I promise you that I’ll straighten this out as soon as possible!” Bessie smiled and shook her head in agreement. Lord Osbourne then let her exit the room.
As Bessie exited the room, Lord Osbourne looked at Anthony and asked, “Are you hungry?”
“Starved.”
“Good.” William walked to a counter on which sat a handful of plates covered with dishcloths. “Let’s see what Bessie has prepared,” he said as he started peeling away the towels that covered the food.
“Fried chicken,” spurted Anthony as the Englishman peeled back the towel from the second plate.
“I’ve never seen a man like fried chicken as much as you do.”
“I’ll admit it’s my favorite. I could eat it every day of the week. Give me a piece of chicken, a slab of bread and a glass of milk and I’ll be satisfied.”
The five platters contained fried chicken, beef and potatoes, squash, fresh bread and a berry cake. “It all looks so good,” piped William. “Bring us over a couple of plates, and we’ll eat some of this.” The Scotsman grabbed two of plates and two forks and set them on the counter next to where his master had laid the towels. He then turned and headed toward the door that led to the outside.
“Where are you going?” asked the nobleman.
“To the well to get some milk.”
“Shouldn’t you take a couple of tankards with you?”
“No, I don’t know how much I’m going to drink, and I want to avoid making several trips to the well to draw up the milk jug.”
“I see.” The Englishman shrugged in shoulders in thought. “That seems reasonable to me.”
Anthony exited the kitchen and walked over to the well. There were a couple of ropes tied off to the side of the rock formation. They were dangling down into the hole that had been dug in the ground. Each had a corked container tied at the end of it. These two containers were submerged deep into the water, which would keep them cool and thus prevent them from souring too soon.
Anthony pulled up the first container, uncorked it and put the mouth of the container to his nose and sniffed it. A scent of apple cider danced in his nose. “Wrong one,” he thought to himself as he corked the container and lowered it back into the well.
He then pulled up the second container and untied it. As he felt the coolness of the jug, his mind ached in anticipation of the first taste of the cool milk that it held. Slapping the cork back into the mouth of the milk jug, he began making his way to the kitchen.
“Did you get it?” asked Lord Osbourne, as the Scotsman reentered the kitchen.
“Yes. “And, by thunder, it’s colder than I expected. This is going to be wonderful!”
The nobleman smiled and began to cajole his friend. “I have never seen anybody who likes cold milk as much as you do.”
“Every man has a weakness. Mine just happens to be fried chicken and cold milk.”
“Pour us some and we’ll get started.” William’s grin became even bigger as he brought the two plates over to a small table that was sitting in the middle of the kitchen. He laid a plate on each end of the table. The two men pulled up chairs and began to eat.
Bessie had out done herself this time. Lunch was wonderful. Lord Osbourne made a mental to note to himself to thank her for the wonderful meal. It was his hope that those words would cheer her up some. Realizing that peace would not be restored until the ball was completed, he decided to be extra nice to every one on the plantation for the next couple of weeks. Lady Osbourne wife had been a holy terror to be around the last few days, and he was looking forward to that ending.
After lunch had been eaten, Lord Osbourne instructed Anthony to run along and to attend to a building project in which the two and others had been engaged. The Englishman had a couple of small items to attend to and that he would be along as soon as possible.
Once the Scotsman left the manor, William called one of the servants and told her to have his wife meet him in the kitchen. He instructed her that she was not to allow Lady Osbourne to brush her off, but was to insist that he needed to speak with her. Once the servant left the kitchen, he sat down and waited for his wife.
The kitchen was chosen simple because that was where he happened to be at the time. He was anxious to get this confrontation past him so he could concentrate on other things that needed to be done. Ten minutes had passed and his wife still had not shown so he waited ten more, but still his wife didn’t show. Anger began to boil inside him like a smelting plant as he realized his request was being ignored. After thirty minutes, he was unable to contain his fury, so he stood to leave the room. He hadn’t gone three paces when his wife entered the room.
Her face was reddened in anger and venom spewed from her mouth. “What do you want?” she shouted. Her voice shrilled with anger.
William was taken aback by her behavior. “Excuse me?” he muttered being too stunned to say anything else. This was not like the sweet woman he married. She had gone over the edge and he regretted not putting an earlier stop to this behavior. It took a couple of seconds before he managed to regain his composure and was about to say something when she fired off another shot at him.
“You heard me! I don’t have time for all this! Now get on with it! What do you want? What is so urgent that you can’t wait until I get a few minutes to talk?” William stood there and tried to mumble something, but he failed. “I thought so,” shouted Lady Osbourne. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I’ve work to do!”
She turned to exit the room but hadn’t made it to the door when her husband called.
“No,” he shouted. “I’ll not allow this!” The anger in his voice stopped her dead in her tracks. “Listen,” he yelled. “You’ve been treating everyone around here like dirt. You’ve been acting like you are the Queen of Sheba, herself! You act as though every body else has but one job to do and that is to take care of your every whim!
“First of all, you are not the Queen of Sheba and secondly you had better start treating people with a little respect!”
“Respect?” she questioned. “You should talk about being disrespectful.” Her voice was not angry, rather calm and calculating. Something he said had hit a nerve and she was willing to listen, but she was also being very cautious.
Sensing this sudden change in her, William knew that he had hit on something of which she was already aware. As a result, he lowered his voice. His tone went from accusing to compromising. “Everybody,” he said calmly. “They’ve all said it.”
“Even Mary?” she asked obviously devastated by the news. Deep down within her heart, she knew what he was saying was true; she had become a tyrant. She had not meant to; she only wanted things to go perfectly.
How could she tell them how much she wanted this to come off without a hitch? She had been trying to prove herself to be the equal of the people back in London ever since William lost favor in court, and had been exiled to the Colony. Sure, he had been governor for a while and with the title came some prestige but he had been governor in name only. He had no real power. All he had was a fancy title because he had been sent to Virginia for the purpose of removing him from the king’s inner circle.
His governorship only lasted only a few months, and then a governor-general replaced him. They told him it was due to the war with the French, but he knew better. The court allowed him to retain his rank as a colonel in the Royal Army only because had been very successful as a military officer. When they were first banished from the king’s inner court, she thought that William’s exemplary military service would get them back in the king’s good graces. It didn’t. George II showed his gratitude not by inviting them back into the court, but by giving them several thousand acres of land in western Virginia. It was here that they had moved when Joseph was not much more than an infant.
William still held the titles of governor, colonel, barrister and judge and that impressed the locals, but it left her feeling both empty and betrayed. She was a Londoner and thus longed for the heady days at court. With the exception of her family, she loved few things more than being a part of the royal court. From the gossip and the intrigue to the fashion and parties, Lady Osbourne loved everything about the king’s court and she longed, if only for one day, to get that feeling back again.
In her mind, Becky’s party was her one last chance to get at least some of that luster back. Therefore, she was willing to do anything to see this succeed. It was not her intent to be cruel to the others, but if viciousness would achieve her goal, then she would become the queen of viciousness.
In her eyes, this was her road back to self-respect, and she was not going to allow anything, even up to and including fate itself to prevent her success. Death was preferable to failure. Long ago, she’d made her bargain with herself to have one more great function before she died, and now she was prepared to sacrifice anything including her sanity to get it.
William attempted to respond to his wife, but he couldn’t because he was stunned by what he saw. She stood there sobbing uncontrollably as her shoulders bobbed like a cork caught in a whitewater rapid. His shock turned to concern as he watched her. Never had he seen his wife act like this. Sure, he had seen her in pain before, but he had never seen such an open display of misery in his life. In the past, when she cried, tears would well up in her and would gingerly flow down her face. Even when her father died, her crying was silent, but here it was full-blown sobbing and he was taken aback by her display shear raw unintelligible emotion.
He wanted to comfort her. He wanted to end the pain, but he didn’t know how to do that. This situation was so out of character for his wife; he felt completely helpless and that angered him. “Straighten up,” he shouted, not because he wanted to be cruel, but because he didn’t know what else to do. This was a unique situation and he was unprepared as how to handle it.
Surprise was the only emotion registered on her face and William was relieved for a second because she had stopped crying. As she stared in his eyes for several long seconds, he was determined not to show any emotion. He didn’t want his wife to see his concern for her for fear that might get her started again. The two stood there locked in an eternal gaze that broken when he blinked. In that, split-second Lady Osbourne’s face became disfigured and she lost her composure. Slowly, she began to sob.
“Stop that,” William ordered. When that failed, he repeated himself several times. The first time he said it his voice was commanding, but it became more compassionate each time he spoke. Finally, he realized that something deep inside his wife’s heart had been broken. Unable to do anything else, he walked over to her and began to gently and warmly hug his wife.
Her head fell on his left shoulder and she began to cry like a baby wailing for its mother. “William, Oh William, Oh William,” she cried as he gently held her. “What am I going to do? What am I going to do?” She put her arms around her husband and began to wail even harder.
Her sobs became so violent that William wondered if madness had set in on her. “What am I going to do?” he thought to himself. “I’m not sure what I can do.” He pulled her tighter and closer to him as he silently prayed that God would give him the wisdom to know what to do. Of one thing, he was sure, his wife was teetering on the brink of madness, and he was not going to let her fall over into the abyss.
“Don’t worry,” he said. “Whatever it is we’ll get through it together.” His hope was that his words were both forceful and encouraging, but he feared they were neither.
“William. William. William. It’s falling apart, and I can’t put it back together.”
“What’s falling apart?”
“You. Me. Us. Everything!”
“You’re not making sense,” he said and he pulled her even tighter. It was as if he thought he could cure all her ailments if he could just hold on to her tight enough. His grip around her was so tight that he felt her back pop as he squeezed her. “What is falling apart?”
“Everything,” she cried.
William held to her for nearly an hour. His arms were shaking with fatigue, but still he held on to her. Some of the servants had heard the goings on, but were too frightened to go near them. Therefore, they stood off in the various rooms. Several of the women cried and two offered up prayers to God in the hope that He would cure their mistress.
Over an hour later, Lady Osbourne suddenly stopped crying, stood erect and asked her husband to let go of her. Stunned by the sudden change of events, he released her nearly causing her to stumbled as the support he had been render fell away from her.
With great effort to keep from falling, the noblewoman straightened up her garments, walked to the nearest mirror, wiped the tears from her face and turned to leave without saying another word to her husband leaving him both stunned and confused by her actions.
The instant he realized that his arms were shaking uncontrollably from the fatigue he felt from holding his wife as long as he had, William attempted to shake them in order to get the blood circulating back into his arms. Still, that was the least of his worries at the present time because he still didn’t know what set his wife off like that. Her sudden recovery only added to his confusion. Unsure of what else to do, the nobleman made a mental note to himself. When he got the chance, he was going to get to the bottom of this sudden change of events because it frightened him more than his wife’s unusual outburst of emotions.
That evening when they were alone, he wrapped his arms around his wife, pulled her into him the way a loving mother comforts a sick child and held her tightly as he ran his right hand up and down her back lovingly caressing her as it went.
She was both delighted and shocked by her husband’s display of his gentler side, but that didn’t prevent her from letting him continue. It was unusual for William to give such a display of affection, and given her state of mind, she decided that she would relish his attention. Although she was a bit shocked by his actions, she nonetheless loved what he was doing.
“I love you,” she whispered in her husband’s left ear.
As he gently slid away from her, she noticed his face. Tears were gingerly running down his cheeks. There eyes met for a split-second and he smiled in a vain to cover his embarrassment. When that failed, he pulled her in closer to him and whispered, “And, I you.”
His words sent an electrical charge up her spine, which was soon followed by chills running down her back. She had heard her husband say that he loved her a million times, but he had never said it like this. The instant she heard his response she became aware that for the first time he her life she knew that her husband truly loved her.
That realization created a plethora of emotions within her. She wanted to cry with joy, scream with delight and make mad passionate love to her husband all at the same time. For the first time in many years, she felt unfiltered raw desire for her husband. It wasn’t just love; she felt raw animal carnal desire for her husband and she had to have him.
Without saying another word, she took both of her hands, clasped her husband’s head and pulled him closer to her. William, who was thinking she was going to tell him what caused the morning’s outburst, followed her lead. The Englishman felt both shock and delight when instead of whispering her secret in his ear; his wife pulled his head close and kissed him passionately.
This kiss was no ordinary kiss. Instead of being a dignified gentle peck, this kiss was long, wet and probing. Although William thoroughly enjoyed the kiss, it frightened him as well. His wife had not kissed him like that since before Joseph was born. It wasn’t that he didn’t enjoy it, mind you, he did, but he was frightened that his wife was not herself and this display only added to his anxiety.
“Mind yourself,” he whispered in a low tone because he didn’t want the servants to hear and because he felt as though that was the only tone to use. As he spoke, he slid out of her grasp sue to a sense of fright and in an attempt to regain his composure. The kiss had knocked his socks off, and he needed a breather in order to get his mind functioning correctly.
“William,” she said. “I have never loved you more than I love you at this moment.” Rocked by her words, William blushed. “I know you truly love me,” she said as she pulled him closer and began to kiss him all over his face. Not sure, of what else to do, William tried to fight it, but part of him was enjoying the attention his wife was lavishing upon him. She hadn’t been this way in years and it felt oh so wonderful to him.
As she was kissing him, Lady Osbourne began to think to herself. “This is the man I knew I married. I know he acts all stuffy and proper, but this is the man that stole my heart.” Suddenly, all those years of doubt, were washed away by the joy she experienced with the realized this truth. Her body quivered and nearly buckled out from under her.
Why she ever doubted that William loved her, she could not say. If there was ever one thing of which she was convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt, it was convinced that her husband loved her and her alone. She didn’t know why or how she knew this; she only knew that it was true. Perhaps providence was at play with this, she neither knew nor cared, and she simply basked in that undeniable truth of her husband’s love for her.
William smiled and said, “Of course I love you! I always have and always will. You’re my wife, how could I ever love another?”
“Oh shut up,” she commanded in a playful tone. He started to say something, but was prevented from doing this by a kiss from his wife. The kiss started slowly but grew in strength and passion. Within a minute, they were kissing like unchaperoned hormone driven teenagers.
After a series of kisses, she stopped and smiled devilishly at him. “That big old bed has been awfully lonely of late,” she said. Her tone was seductive.
“Yes it does,” he returned.
That night was spent in blissful reunion as the two discovered exactly how much they still loved each other. By the time it was over, William had removed any doubts that his wife may have lost some of her mental faculties. If anything, she seemed more in tune with them than ever before.
The next morning Lady Osbourne was glowing with a combination of anticipation of the coming events and remembrance of the previous night’s escapades. Never had she remembered her husband being so amorous. Although her mind was telling her that she should be tired due to the amount of sleep she had gotten the night before, she felt alive and invigorated. Her energy level was so high she felt like a volcano of delight about ready to explode. Even though she had a million things to do, she knew that she would accomplish them all and still have time to spend with her husband.
It took her no time at all to get ready as she moved around like a whirlwind. At first, she thought about waking her husband, but thought better of it. After last night, the man needed his sleep. She smiled and nearly giggled aloud as she thought about the previous night. It had truly been a wonderful experience.
Within minutes, she was cleaned, dressed, and ready to start her day. Exiting the room quietly so as not to disturb William, the first thing she noticed when she entered the hall room was the aroma of baked bread. The sweet pungent scent of dough rising as the result of yeast expanding was nearly over powering. Immediately, her mouth began to water as the thought of biting in to wonderful morsel piping hot bread swam in her head. Oh, how she loved the tasted of Bessie’s home made bread. Add to this the fact that she had worked up a veracious appetite from her time with William, and she was as hungry as a ravenous wolf that had gone days without food.
Composing herself as best she could, Lady Osbourne tried to walk to the kitchen in a dignified manner, but she caught herself on at least four occasions running down the stairs and through the hall. Each time she realized she was running, she would force herself to slow down to a gingerly walk. Without fail, each time she slowed herself to a walking pace, she would lose her train of thought and begin running again. After several attempts at forcing herself to walk, she gave up and sprinted to the kitchen.
Prior to entering the kitchen, she stopped at the door, fixed herself, and then took a deep breath as she entered the room. Unsure what else to do, she smiled because her mind could not conceive of anything else at that moment. She was both terrified and deliriously happy at the same time.
No one seemed to notice as she entered the room and she was thankful for that. She half expected trumpets to be play. The staff was too busy preparing for the day’s events. The kitchen was a flurry of activity. It seemed as though every servant the family had was busy doing something in and around the kitchen. Lady Osbourne was pleasantly surprised that her kitchen could accommodate so many people.
She stood there at the entrance way admiring the pace of activity going on all around her. The house servants like a bunch of ants trying to gather food from a fallen cookie. “My, but they are busy,” she thought.
“Good morning, mistress,” said one of the servants.
“Good morning,” returned Lady Osbourne. “Where is Bessie?”
“Over there,” said the servant as she pointed toward a table around which several women had gathered.
“Thank you,” returned Lady Osbourne as she made her way over to the table where the women were standing. The servant nodded in response with a tilt of her head.
The lady of the manor took two steps and she exclaimed, “Bessie!”
The ladies gathered around the table parted to allow their mistress to get a glimpse of Bessie who standing near the table kneading a bowl of flour.
“There you are,” giggled Lady Osbourne. “I have been looking for you.”
“I’ve been right here,” returned the servant. Although her mistress was smiling, Bessie wasn’t sure, if she was back to her old self or if she had completely lost her mind.
“Bessie, I need a favor.”
“Anything you want. Say it and I’ll do my best to get it for you.” Bessie was somewhat relieved, but she still was very cautious about the whole situation.
“Good, I want you gather up all the house servants and have them meet me here. I would like to get this over with as quickly as possible. Understand?”
“Yes ma’am” replied Bessie as she looked at the young lady on her right and said, “You go gather the men folk up and have them come here as soon as they can.” Then she looked at a woman on her left and said, “You go gather up the women and have them come here.” The two acknowledged the woman and were off in a flash.
“What is that wonderful aroma?” asked Lady Osbourne as she was barely able contain her delight. Even though she knew that it was bread, she thought hearing Bessie saying what it was would add to the delight of it all. Of Course, she was right.
“You know what it is,” piped the servant. She was surprised that her mistress would ask such a question.
“Humor me.”’
“If you must know, it is bread, cookies, cakes and pies.” Bessie stood there thinking about what the Englishwoman said and how she had said it, and then she smiled.
Lady Osbourne’s grin became even bigger, and she ran over to the heavyset woman, opened wide her arms and hugged the cook. As the two embraced, the noblewoman applied such force that she nearly squeezed the life out of Bessie.
“She’s back,” thought Bessie as she returned her mistress’s embrace. They stood there entwined for several minutes before they let go of the hug. They did this for a split-second and then they hugged each other a second time.
“Gracious,” piped Bessie. “You’re going to get dough all over your dress.” Bessie was embarrassed by it but she also enjoyed the attention Lady Osbourne was giving her. During one of her embarrassing moments, she asked her mistress, “Would you like something to eat?”
The lady of the manor let go of the hug and said, “Yes, I would. What do you have?”
“Bread or cookies?” The servant began to laugh. “It’ll take just a few minutes to fix you something to eat. Do you want me to get started?’
The noblewoman thought about it for several seconds. She took a deep breath and said, “No, just bring me a loaf of bread, some apple butter, and some honey. I’ll eat that.”
“Would you like some tea to go with that?”
“Do we have any cold milk?”
“I’ll have one of the boys draw you up some milk from the well. It should be good and cold.”
“That’d be wonderful,” returned the mistress of the plantation. She was smiling from ear to ear. “Don’t you think this is just a wonderful day to be alive?”
“Have you been hitting Lord Osbourne’s rum?” asked the servant who had failed to get the meaning of the aristocrat’s question. Bessie was beginning to think that the Englishwoman had fallen off the edge that teeters between sanity and madness. Still, she had not seen her mistress behave like this for several weeks, and she was not about to spoil it.
“No, I have a wonderful feeling about today.”
Within seconds, the Englishwoman was wolfing down large slabs of honey-covered bread and washing it down wish giant swallows of cool milk. She was so ravenous that she didn’t care if she ate in a ladylike manner. By the time she had finished, the house servants had all gathered at the kitchen.
Once the servants had lined up, Lady Osbourne spent the next twenty minutes apologizing to each one of them personally. She would look each one in the eye and state that she was deeply sorry for her behavior over the past few days. The last person she apologized to was Bessie. Once she was finished, the heavyset woman hugged her and stated that it was good to have the old mistress back.
Guests began arriving at five-thirty even though the party didn’t officially begin until six. Lady Osbourne had anticipated this and had several tables set under tents. The tables contained cookies, punch, rum, breads, cheeses, fruit and pot of tea placed on each one. There was enough food to take the edge off the guests’ appetites, but not enough to ruin their dinners. The noblewoman had learned this trick during her days at court.
The Englishwoman and Mary had thought of everything. They had gone over the list so many times that they could quote the agenda and the contingencies by heart. They had planned for everything except a blizzard. Lady Osbourne was honestly convinced she had left no stone unturned in the process, and she hadn’t.
After several of the guest arrived, the noblewoman decided to go down and mingle among them. The truth was that she was dying to see how things were going thus far. As she stood to go down to meet the early arrivals, Lady Osbourne began to tremble both in anticipation of the night’s events and in dread of what may go wrong. Becky wanted to come as well, but her mother forbade it explaining to Rebecca that she was not to be seen until after the party had begun, that way she could make a spectacular entrance.
Part of Becky agreed with her mother because she did want to make a royal entrance, but another part of her, the immature sixteen year-old parts, wanted to run out and see what was taking place out on the grass. As much as she wanted to be a real lady and wait, she couldn’t put off the thought of mingling with the crowd.
Visions of what would take place later on that evening raged through Becky’s mind. Would there be handsome young men at the party? Would some dashing young army lieutenant sweep her off her feet? Would a famous orator or even poet compose a sonnet to her beauty? These and other thoughts kept her entertained the whole day.
The sixteen year old wanted desperately to be named belle of the ball tonight, but her mother wanted it for her even more and she knew this. She had been practicing both alone and with her mother and Mary for weeks. The two women taught her how to feign embarrassment and how to give a stare that let people know she was in command. She had been drilled so many times on the fine points of being a lady that she had begun to have nightmares about the whole situation.
Now the day had finally arrived, and Becky was too nervous and excited to think about anything else but the big event. She had gotten up before daylight this morning and the second her feet hit the floor, she walked over to where her dresses were and put on her favorite one. Watching herself in the mirror, she sashayed around her bedroom pretending to meet dignitaries and other important people. She practiced feigning shyness and pretended to laugh at some silly joke told by an imaginary alderman. “You’re too funny,” she said to herself as she rocked back and forth as though she had just heard the most hilarious of tales.
After several passes in front of hit, she walked over to the mirror and stared at herself. Using the mirror as a guide, she looked over every inch of dress. Although her hair was disheveled and she had on no jewelry, she knew she was beautiful and smiled in delight, as she looked herself over. “This is how a princess must feel,” she thought to herself. Secretly, she hoped that everyday would be as wonderful as she knew this one was going to be.
After looking over every inch of her gown, she came to the one spot of her dress that made her a bit nervous and that was the chest. Becky was a modest girl and that was what bothered her about the dresses. They were cut low at the chest. Every dress Becky had ever worn had collars that went all the way up to the neck but these did not. Their collars stopped several inches before they got to the neck, and the only thing keeping them from falling off were straps that went over each shoulder. Although, Becky had seen women, perfectly respectable women, wear dresses like this before, she never expected to wear one herself.
In her mind, she felt scandalous in the outfit. Each time she looked at the top of her dress she noticed that parts of her bosom were exposed. Part of her was both frightened and embarrassed by the display of her chest, but part of her, the naughty part, seemed to enjoy the thought of young men staring at her. Therein was Becky’s dilemma. She wanted to be seen as a good girl, but she also was hoping that several suitors would seek her. The dresses would accomplish the later goal, but to her mind, only at the expense of appearing naughty and that bothered her a great deal.
She was standing in front of the mirror staring at her chest when her mother entered the room without knocking. Becky was unaware of her mother’s entrance until Lady Osbourne asked, “What are you staring at?” Red faced from embarrassment, Becky turned as shouted, “What are you doing here?”
Her mother laughed and said, “They’re yours and they’re beautiful.” It was an attempt at being humorous, but failed. Instead of laughing, Becky’s face flushed in horror as she realized that her mother had caught her staring at her own chest.
“Mother!” Becky’s voice echoed her pain as she turned her back on her mother and began to sob like a brokenhearted child.
“What?” asked her mother surprised by Becky’s actions.
“How could you?”
“They’re only breasts,” returned her mother. “Every woman that has ever been born has a set. Get used to that idea.” Becky turned and her face wore a horrified expression. “It’s true,” said her mother.
“Look, it’s one of the advantages we have over men. I don’t know why, but men seem to like them. A woman who knows how to flaunt her chest can get a man to do anything she wants.”
“Mother,” shouted Becky. The look on her face went from horror to shock and then to revulsion.
“It’s true. You’ll notice it tonight. See if I’m not right on this subject. If you will take note of the men you talk to tonight, they will never look you in the eye. Instead, they will look down at your chest.”
“You’re joking.”
“No, indeed not. Watch what I say. It’s the truth. Men are funny that way. They’ll talk to your chest for hours. They don’t even know what you are saying. I’ll prove it, or else I should say I’ll allow you to prove it to yourself.”
“How?”
“It’s simple. When you notice that a man is staring at your chest, say something completely weird or even nonsensical and then laugh. Every time you do this, the man with whom you are talking will laugh with you. The reason they do that is because they hear you laugh and they think by laughing they’ll get on your good side and that by laughing they may gain an advantage over your other suitors.”
“Why are men like that?”
“I don’t know, but it sure makes it easier for us to get what we want out of them.”
“And that would be?”
“Everything!” Her mother laughed. Within seconds, Becky was joining her. “You have a lovely chest. Use it for your advantage. Once you have used it, you’ll be changed forever. You’ll never look on men the same way again. You’ll lose a little respect for them, but most importantly, you’ll have gained a weapon that is mightier that even the most powerful cannon. You’ll have the promise of desire, and that, my child, is a formidable ally.
“Now get undressed. We’ve got to get started. We have a million things to do before most of the important guests begin arriving.”